Sometimes it’s easy to come here and share life with you – and sometimes, well, I’m too busy living it. I truly hope that Joel’s legacy has become one of finding the gratitude and joy in every moment we’re given. That is what it has morphed into for me, and I can only hope that somehow in this space that is what I have passed on to all of you.

So today I don’t have any deep or profound ramblings, the class clown is busy being who she is and taking a lesson from the baby boy she never thought she’d have.

I am living.

I am breathing in every moment in the full knowledge that it may be my last, praising God for precious memories and taking it all in. Tomorrow or the next day or the next day I will be overrun with the flood of things that occur because of this living, this life of ours; but for today they are all mine and I will wander in the sunshine, a dark haired boy in my heart and his handsome daddy in my arms.

Life is good.