There is a lot going on at casa del Joelsfolks.

As any blogger will tell you, (Am I a blogger? Weird.) ANYWAY, as any blogger will tell you the life revealed in a blog is about .00033% of what actually happens.

I can’t tell you everything that is happening right now. Some because I can’t share these things on the internets, some because I won’t share these things and some because I flat out don’t have time.

It’s chaos around here. (I loathe chaos.) ANYWAY, it’s chaos around here which has radically limited my time for writing and reflecting. The crummy thing is that amidst this chaos I desperately need time for reflection and the processing and healing that comes with writing. What I hate most of all is that I feel like somehow I lose more of Joel when I don’t get that time. It stinks.

We are ok; we are just in transition on several fronts. (I don’t handle change or transition well, so I am on the weak end of ok.) ANYWAY, we are doing fine, some of the changes around here are exciting and some are decidedly UNfun. But they are all a part of God’s plan and we know we’re in good hands. I keep telling myself that is really what matters.

So posting will likely be incredibly light over the next week or so as I make some adjustments. (Did I mention I don’t adjust well? Remind me to tell you the story of moving into Leo’s house when we got married. Me + adjusting = not so hot.) ANYWAY, I won’t be around much until next week, but know that I am well and loved and making it work. Sorta. (As much as I can when being dragged in a new direction kicking and screaming. Because I’m 11.) ANYWAY, I’m alright, we’re alright, thank you for caring and for asking. I’d just be better if I had my baby right here. Because babies never require a change, right?